is it time yet?

ugh waiting sucks lol.. i am so ready to see you walking down the isle towards me and we can say i do.. i love you so much its driving me crazy that the same sex marriage legalization is taking so long. i want to spend the rest of my life with you, and i will regardless of getting married but i want to marry you if they legalize marriage for us, i want to have a wedding and share with all our friends and family and even everyone we dont know how much i love you and how happy you make me. i cant wait to sing to you on our wedding day, i dont know exactly what our future holds exept that we are together and making great memories and loving each other more and more every day.. 

you are amazing patty, i have made a lot of mistakes over the years, but i can guarentee this, i will never make the mistake of leaving you again, it hurt so bad not having you around, i missed curling up to you when i was away from you, our wedding day just needs to get here, because sharing how i feel about you in front of the entire world is what i want to do, 

i love you with all my heart 

and i am always here. 

muah